Lyrical Euphoria;

2008-10-14T17:07:00.001+08:00

MOVED!

continuation at msjessy.livejournal.com. (:

lyricaleuphoria.blogspot remains, thou.

xoxo.

2008-10-13T14:53:00.002+08:00

you have to let me know what you're thinking.
so that i know.

commitment-phobic.

2008-10-13T09:18:00.002+08:00

the art of peeling sweet potato. (:

look who's talking. HAHA!

2008-10-11T00:39:00.002+08:00

to the driveway.

i've made a choice, prove me right.

its gonna be you, N.

2008-10-10T09:45:00.001+08:00

show me magic.

(:

2008-10-09T09:49:00.002+08:00

sister love.

making a choice is never easy.
and right here i am, hoping that she made the right one this time.

so special, boy it's your, your smile.

xoxo.

2008-10-07T00:16:00.001+08:00

HA HA HA. TELL ME ABOUT IT! (:

2008-10-06T11:45:00.002+08:00

everything's back to normal yay.
and thanks for those who have the trust in me, its enough. (:

i'm sorry N, for doubting.
my fault, for being naive.
i'm sorry.

2008-10-05T22:27:00.004+08:00

vulnerable friendships, tell me about it.

ain't gonna explain, ain't gonna contact you.
all the things i've done for you, all forgotten.
just blame me, by all means.
vulnerable connection, so disappointed.
i won't interfere, no more.
and for the lie, its a white lie.
bye now, and forever.

and thanks for letting me know, that i'mma whore.
thanks ah!.

ps: people who are not in the situation, stop being nosey. it won't do you good. (:

2008-10-04T12:03:00.001+08:00

republic.

2008-10-03T20:00:00.004+08:00

happy day. (:

M's back!

yay.

infatuation, or?

2008-10-02T09:10:00.002+08:00

1. i got my birthday present from mommy! (:

2. met up with girlfs of 7 years.

3. M went outfield for 3 days. ):

4. miss chatting with J.

5. late night out was great!

6. i miss lim meixing truckloads.

7. i bought clothes for baby janessa yay!

8. its the first time i initiate a convo with K, and he says its a miracle. HAHA.

9. i need food badly now.

10. okay, i'm just being random.

you can dance, you can jive.

2008-10-02T08:50:00.004+08:00

my tuesday!

met up with zhengying and siree girlfs.

there's a lot more catching up to do, i believe. heh.

and, i miss you girls, like @#$%^&* lot.

chilled out with jeronme, kaiming and justin.
its pretty sad that lovely A didn't join us, thou. ):

ps: thanks jeronme for the ride and walk home.

2008-09-28T15:39:00.002+08:00

late night supper + great company + star gazing + chilling out + early breakfast.

with lovely A (angela), justin "yu shu shu" (haha!), jeronme and kaiming.

pure enjoyment, and entertainment, heh!

its been 2 nights.

i wonder how, i wonder why.

xoxo, jessy.

ps: thanks jeronme for the rides! (:

2008-09-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

i don't know why.

you still don't change.

after so many things that happen,

after so much tears and worries for you,

we are all tired, physically and mentally tired.

i hate to see mommy cry again.

i hate to feel that i'm such a let down in being an elder sister.

i tried, but i fail.

does it lies on you, or me, i always wonder.

don't take us for granted.

don't take us being nice to you for granted.

you are such a letdown.

that's only what i can say, for now.

2008-09-27T22:29:00.003+08:00

what an interesting friday i had!

like finally after soooo many boring friday nights.

thanks lovely A! (:

ps: i seriously hope that i got the hour glass event thing.

2008-09-26T12:11:00.003+08:00

irene irene irene irene irene irene irene irene irene irene

irene irene irene irene irene irene irene irene irene irene.

this is what we do when we gets bored.

HEHE.

she never fails to make me laugh.

hahahahhahaha!

ps: bangalala, i did flood your name in my blog! (:

2008-09-26T08:58:00.003+08:00

smiling in my sleep. (:

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE WEEKENDS!

and its friday, like finally. heh.

xoxo.

2008-09-25T20:51:00.002+08:00

oh, God, oh, God, oh, God, OH, GOD!

nothing could ever describe this.

don't bother.

i don't blame M, anyway.

girl of folly, once more.

2008-09-25T13:08:00.001+08:00

girl of folly.

2008-09-24T16:18:00.002+08:00

the aunty side of me.

teehee.

what a relaxing wednesday after gym session.

those combat tracks just make me wanna have more.

till later lovelys. (:

2008-09-23T15:15:00.002+08:00

i love myself, period.

***

nice phone chats end my day, smiling in my sleep. (:

thanks for the picture K had drawn, appreciate the thoughts. heh.

and summarizing my weekend,

retail therapy with love V !

M was back from Malacca, yay.

AEROBICS + COMBAT + ZUMBA = SUPER AWESOME!

ps: love V, you'll always have me. (:

2008-09-20T23:24:00.003+08:00

i finally know the reason why.

and i didn't know that i could get so much affected by this.

but whatever.

i'll live better without you, N.

i swear.

i had a great day today anyway.

small talks, gossip girls, simply love it!

say more to love V. (:

can't wait for tmr's california session. heh.

with new member J joining us, spells more fun no doubt!

yay!

what goes around, comes around.

2008-09-19T23:19:00.006+08:00

M's going to Malacca over the weekend.

one lesser company. ):

thanks K for the msn flowers and card! heh. (:

meeting and catching up with H was uper great! more okay! haha.

and love MX, i'll visit you soon and help you with Janessa okay, promise!

ps: someone is over the moon! am i right, V? :D

2008-09-19T23:19:00.005+08:00

this is how good K can draw, on MSN. (:

thanks!

2008-09-17T20:11:00.002+08:00

ZUMBA FITNESS IS THE SEX YAW! heh.

and body combat is love; mark is hot stuff.

HAHA.

gonna love his lessons from now. yay.

can't wait for sunday baby! :D

it's gonna get better in time love.

2008-09-17T20:02:00.002+08:00

scandal; scandalous; scandalicious. NOT.

2008-09-16T15:28:00.002+08:00

guess i was wrong, but see i'm strong,

won't take long for me to move on.

go on girl-

only gonna play the fool one time.

2008-09-14T01:31:00.003+08:00

still not over.

its LANTERN FESTIVAL!

sway your old school lanterns tonight!

loved.

2008-09-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

try the new Google Chrome web browser for faster, safer and easier web access.

i swear this is even better and faster than firefox (subjective).

haha.

i've tried it and using it now, you should too! (:

get it here!

Google Chrome

2008-09-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

love my bangs. (:

ps: i'm still not over you.

2008-09-12T00:59:00.002+08:00

skipped school yet again, making myself feeling so sinful right now.
its just the first week! tsktsk.
out with X for lunch and movie earlier on.
WALL.E's a great catch, company was great too. heh. ;)

ankur and clique later on at night.
met a bangala who freakingly freaked me out on the way home.
what a bad experience! serve me right for being home late.

i couldn't deny, i still miss you.

2008-09-12T00:56:00.001+08:00

this is when sisters come together, however, one missed.
i hope she'll think for good in there.
i hope she'll change for good in there.
for once, i thought, she cares.

2008-09-10T22:24:00.002+08:00

convincing myself; i'mma happy girl.

2008-09-09T23:17:00.003+08:00

baby girl ; Janessa Young. (:

2008-09-09T02:08:00.002+08:00

LOVE HAS A BABY GIRL!

:D

2008-09-08T03:16:00.005+08:00

its my day!
and love's baby will be my best birthday gift. heh.

i do hope that my wishes come true thou'.

ps: thanks X, i really do love your company, no doubt. xoxo. (:

2008-09-08T00:19:00.002+08:00

thanks N.
thanks shirley.
thanks keli.
thanks jason.
thanks kehui.
thanks girlfriend.
thanks shuhui.
thanks for being the early ones.

(:

2008-09-08T00:02:00.003+08:00

i don't know why, i actually fell again.
):
i'm just trying to move on.

thanks for being the first to wish me,
thanks N.

2008-09-07T13:19:00.005+08:00

worked and played. (:

i'mma happy girl, P, M and A loves shall be happy girls as well. love love. <3

ps: thanks JR for driving me home. heh.

2008-09-04T18:25:00.002+08:00

back to school! (:

2008-09-04T14:49:00.003+08:00

thanks to X, i now feel better.
HEH. loves. (:

to meixinglove,
i'll be there when you deliver, promise.
and promise me to always look things on the bright side, you'll be happier in that way, trust me.
love you! <3

2008-09-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

i miss N. ):
school's tmr, i hope this helps.

goodnight.

2008-09-02T23:52:00.001+08:00

you make me wanna love,
you make me wanna fall,
you make me wanna surrender my soul.

xoxo.

2008-08-31T19:33:00.001+08:00

so near, yet so far away.

xoxo. <3

2008-08-31T01:55:00.002+08:00

my love. <3

1: that cute guy's cute (whatever his name is, i just can't seem to get it right anyway).
2: so moody, but i miss N.
3: taxi driver uncle said i could be an air stewardess, thanks for the suggestion! i'll give it some serious thought.
4: i miss chatting with J.
5: i got a new phone! yay!
6: mummy's birthday coming, what should i get?
7: my birthday's on a school day, first time in my whole life, sucks big time!
8: back to school on thursday, so sad.
9: my new lover, amber pretty.
10: daddy's gonna get me a mac book, heh.

till later. goodnights.

2008-08-31T01:20:00.002+08:00

happiness is short-lived, no doubt.
glad to see your name appearing on my phone again,
glad to know that you still bother to ask why.
its enough, and i'm contented.

goodbye, N.
i'll still be here, if you ever need me.

2008-08-29T00:48:00.002+08:00

I'M FEELING SO HAPPY NOW! (: (: (:

nothing could describe the feeling of seeing your name on my phone again.
i now understand what "blinded love" is.

imu.

2008-08-28T23:44:00.002+08:00

i keep on telling myself,
that you'll come back around,
and i try to front like 'oh well',
each time you let me down.
see i can't get over you now,
no matter what i do.
baby, i stay in love with you.

don't look away, please.

2008-08-26T17:06:00.000+08:00

henna is love. heh. (:

2008-08-26T15:21:00.002+08:00

i felt so disgusted i swear.
club nana? yuck!
and i'm glad that i knew it, cause' thats a turn off. tsktsk.

i'm gonna live better than you thought i would, N.

berber love, i will always be here, i'm better than him, remember that.
heh.
we make a better match. (:

loveS!
i'mma happy girl, no doubt.

(:

2008-08-26T15:09:00.002+08:00

YAY YAY, HENNA!

Finally got it, nice?

hehe. <3

2008-08-24T22:43:00.002+08:00

Photography: Black & White Series

Heh. (:

I can't see the reason why,
we can't try.

2008-08-20T18:40:00.002+08:00

Its been bad days since since since the day before yesterday. I seriously hate that kind of heartaches/breaks/whatever you call it.

Tsk tsk'

AND I BLOODY HELL FEEL SO ______! RARR!

Guys are so practical nowadays, so tell me about it.
(Prove to me that i'm stereotyping, please.)

tell me sillyboy isn't playing.
frown-ed.
cry-ed.
miss-ed.
love-ed.

2008-08-18T22:54:00.001+08:00

tell me silly boy, what are you thinking?

2008-08-15T14:56:00.002+08:00

I came across a page in CLEO just now, interesting point that relates to me.

"Most people sacrifice 'couple time', for work/other love-unrelated issues, when they should be doing the exact opposite."

And i swear, its true.

So tell me about love,now.

2008-08-15T01:27:00.002+08:00

Saw your blog, i know you're blaming all on me.
I love classes, i love gym, and i love you.
I just want to take a break during the time of the month, am i wrong?

Its so heartbreaking;

blame it all on me, then.
Sigh.

2008-08-15T01:20:00.001+08:00

Look at the signboard; Look at what he's doing; Look at what shirt he's wearing.

LOL.

That's my sister, forever crazy.

Stayover RULES! More, more. (:

heh.

2008-08-15T01:10:00.002+08:00

12 August 2008; Marks the end of Year 3 Semester 1.

Pals, we're really lucky to be together for continuous 2 semester. You guys brighten me, i'll always remember that.

Saw, Mcken and Haris, FYP, LET'S GO!

(:

2008-08-11T21:27:00.002+08:00

Scribbled Kisses LOVE-

i tried to be perfect, but nothing's perfect. tsk tsk'.

imu.

2008-08-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

Interesting Equation. (:

2008-08-11T14:06:00.002+08:00

I had a very nice weekend!

(: (: (:

And it ended with a smile.

Thanks.

2008-08-11T13:55:00.003+08:00

AUNT's HOUSE STAYOVER is LOVE. <3

Cousins never fail to make me angry, and happy at the same time. Heh.

Being 10 months of age, playing PSP. Justen, GOOD TRY! HAHA!

Attempting to on the television with the controller. Hmm.

Sometimes i think, uncle Leonard is more like a daddy to me rather than my own.

oh wells.

My pillar of support, will always be them, no doubt.

(:

2008-08-08T17:57:00.002+08:00

WE ARE YOUNG MIGHTY SAVER$! (:

Ain't gonna blog for the next two days, nor online. Off to aunt's.

Till then.

love.

2008-08-07T18:04:00.004+08:00

"I now pronounce you single."

Yes, that's for me. And it's just the beginning of my singlehood, an interesting one. With sisters PL, MX and Jason, i will live better. (:

Daddy called last night, reprimanded me about not studying hard enough. For the first time after so long, i felt that he cared, though this time, he's reprimanding me.

I got so emotional after the movie "Money No Enough 2" yesterday, cause i guess, it relates to me. And for the rest of the night, i can't seem to bring my mood up.

Sorry Norris, you called, but i sounded so unpleasant.

She got caught today. I hope she will repent for god's sake, and not blame mummy/daddy for reporting.

Everything would be alright, mummy don't cry.

Things changed, people changed. Period.

i find myself writing your name.-

2008-08-05T22:38:00.001+08:00

Affection with FOLLY.

SISTERS RULE! (:

tell me about it.

2008-08-02T10:15:00.001+08:00

I'm happier this way.

infatuations.

2008-07-31T12:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPILY EVER AFTER. (:

Our recent fetish for California Fitness. Heh.

They are my loves, that I can't afford to lose.

Happy days. (:

P.S: JASON IS A AWESOME SISTER! HAHA.

2008-07-23T22:05:00.003+08:00

SUBWAY + CALIFORNIA FITNESS + LOVE = FELICITOUS!

(:
Good day with love.

First Subway in my life. Unbelievably nice. (:

Ain't gonna blog more, moodless.

2008-07-23T08:56:00.000+08:00

Tell me about guys, tell me about love.

Till later.

2008-07-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

ITS RACIAL HARMONY! (:

Yeah, got to know when i saw my cousin in this attire.

Cute eh?

I couldn't wake up for class today, ended up reaching school just in time for mock fyp presentation. GOOD JOB GUYS!

Boss say we will most probably presenting for President Nathan tomorrow, tell me, what should i wear?

I'm so (fill in the blanks). Its hard to describe. What's happening now?

Tell me about LOVE.

2008-07-21T13:41:00.003+08:00

Initial planning.

Actual work piece.

I HOPE THIS DO THE JOB. (:

2008-07-20T20:53:00.002+08:00

I'M MUGGING, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

In conclusion, pl is influential, super.

The reason?

I don't jog, but now jog cause of her.
I don't mug, but now mug cause of her.
I don't subway, but now subway cause of her.
I don't like that dress, but like it now cause of her.

SEE SEE SEE. love, see what you have done to me. HAHA.

Anyway, we town-ed today for my dress, and i ended up with other stuffs. Whatever. I'm broke.

Back mugging. (:

2008-07-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

I SERIOUSLY DON'T GET YOU.

(sorry to whoever that is in front of the screen, let me scream.)

I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT "RECEIVING NONSENSICAL MESSAGES" MEANS. YOU MEAN ALL ALONG MY MESSAGES WERE NONSENSICAL?! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? YOU ARE NOT FITTED TO BE MY KIN, I SWEAR.

AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, IT'S NOT ALWAYS ABOUT THE MONEY ISSUE. SO WHAT IF YOU CAN PROVIDE ME WITH MONEY OR NOT, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT. IT'S YOUR ATTITUDE AND THE WAY YOU TREATED ME. I'M NOT JERLIN I KNOW, SO I WON'T EVER EVER MESSAGE YOU AGAIN.

OR EVER SEE YOU.

IF ONE DAY I EVER DO THAT, IT MUST BE FOR SOMEBODY, DEFINITELY NOT FOR MY PERSONAL GAINS.

BYE.

2008-07-19T21:16:00.005+08:00

SIGH!

My heart just broken into many pieces after receiving the message that mx love can't join us tmr. So pl and me plan to shop for my dress, and then subway treat. (:

Suppose to do designing today at pl's house, ended up with only this.

PL's name for her msn background. Her orange fetish.

Totally no inspiration to work with. That's real bad. ):

I AM HAPPY TODAY. Period.

2008-07-18T13:55:00.002+08:00

Its portfolio day again!

Today's design is base on a design training academy. Basically we have to design a logo for this academy, suitable for greyscale/colour printing, including a set of letter head and name card design for them. (:

Logo.

Letterhead and name card.

Hee. <3

2008-07-17T13:43:00.001+08:00

You see this GAY Mcken holding on to a PINK mini bottle. Yeek!

HEHE.

2008-07-17T08:45:00.000+08:00

My New Bangs; (:

2008-07-16T12:26:00.003+08:00

FINALLY A WEDNESDAY WITHOUT FYP!

hehe.

This shall be a random post, please tolerate and anticipate. (:

I had audio lesson on monday, which means, THE RECORDING STUDIO!. cool.

Singers of the day! YAY! (:

I pass off as an editor too! *grins

And that machine i'm using cost at least 100K. My dream house's with this. Heh.

Anyway, for the next FYP, Saw, let's go!

AND I'M MEETING MY LOVES THIS WEEKEND, HOW NICE... *SMILES X 100000

And i had a great talk with jon last night.

(:
(:

2008-07-13T21:29:00.002+08:00

I'M FREAKINGLY STUCKED AT HOME WITH FYP!!!

That practically killed half of me, and the thing is, I'M NOT DONE THROUGH YET!

Anyway, i got to be with my two lovely aunts yesterday after work, and that's really a great relax. I just somehow love hanging out with them, all the girly talks, they never fail to make my day. (:

Love? Or Not?

2008-07-13T21:25:00.001+08:00

COUSINS ARE LOVE! (:

2008-07-11T13:20:00.003+08:00

Class today was plain boring. ): Apparently only 11 people turn up for class. Saw and guys weren't in class, that's what makes it oh-so-boring!.

Anyway, design module today basically just require us to design a poster for our portfolio.

And this is mine. (:

Theme: Singapore Arts and Culture

2008-07-11T13:13:00.002+08:00

my loves. (:

2008-07-06T21:30:00.003+08:00

Online shopping is really really addictive! Once i start, i can't stop, not anytime soon. Which, is a real bad thing that could ever happen to me, cause i realize, i'm one super impulse buyer, though i seriously like what i bought. Heh.

Anyway, met up with those two loves (meixing and peilin) yesterday, and i love it, i love it, i love it! (: I find myself thinking of the old times very often nowadays, and i seriously missed it and want it back so much.

Now we're back again, we shouldn't drift again girlys. (:

With much love, Jessy.

2008-06-30T09:29:00.004+08:00

Met up with love Pei Lin, oops, i mean Viv yesterday. (:

I seriously think the Swensens dinner was awesome, but i tell you, we were over eating and could vomit or faint just right there. Heh.

Little retail therapy after that was nice - each of us grabbed a piece of bottom and i got a top for Roy.

Hey love, we should do this often!

OH YA! Pictures! We forgot about that.

*grins

2008-06-29T00:00:00.003+08:00

ok.

I swear FYP is driving me crazy, at least Java is.

Apart from that, I'm getting happy this two days. To think that I have actually missed out a lot on catching up with my secondary best mates. Viv and I promised to change from now.

And we're meeting up tomorrow for Swensens! With darl Mx of course.

Just love. (:

2008-06-28T18:25:00.002+08:00

I'm back! (: